I have been in a serious rut lately... I just can't seem to do anything right, and if I am doing it right, some part of me is convinced that I am doing it wrong. I find myself constantly preoccupied with things that shouldn't be on my mind, unable to focus on even the most menial of tasks... And I have had terrible writers block for almost a month now. I think might be why so much stuff seems to be welling up inside of me, I haven't been able to just vent out at a piece paper and then light it on fire. Though I did find out that kicking the heads off of snowmen can be quite enjoyable.
Its so weird around the house without Mario... He was kinda like my little brother, sleeping in the same room, always annoying the hell out of me, constantly trying to get in my way (Sarcasm), you know, all the things brothers re supposed to do... It just seems really empty without him around.
I kinda feel like I am flying a plane blindfolded... I have no idea where I am, what I am doing, or how to get to where I am trying to go...
2 comments:
hey. sorry to hear ya feel that way, and i really am sorry about mario. that has to really hurt. maybe try focusing on something upbuilding, a goal, or a certain point in time that you're trying to reach. i've found recently that by keeping myself as busy as possible, i can avoid feeling like i have no direction. it also helps to keep your mind off of negative things.
You still have me, and I annoy you WAY more then Mario did ;)
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