Tuesday, August 19, 2008

Love is an interesting thing... (August 11th, 2008)

Love is an interesting thing...

Love is unable to be described (In any language), touched, held, or seen... You can't reach out and take love, and while talked about by everyone, is truly found, by very few...

Love is by far the most sought after emotion by people... Searching for that sense of completion... A sense that I have found...

"We are each of us angels with only one wing,
and we can fly by embracing one another."
-Luciano de Crescenzo

One of my favorite quotes... I have always felt as if I was not a whole person... I a few months ago...

Love can also make you do strange things... Jealousy, rage, selfishness... All are emotions created and brought on by love... I have personally suffered from many things, generated by love, not all of them good...

I am not a violent person by nature... But I have been in public with Liz several times, and felt
insane, indescribable, irrational
feelings of violence and jealousy... Merely by some man looking at her like she is some piece of meat... Like he could steal her, as if she is some item... Something that could be taken to parade around on their arm... I see these ideas, these concepts prance across their faces... knowing them to be false... That she is going to be with me always... that even if they were to make a move, she would shoot them down faster than they could write down their number... And yet I feel these urges to hurt them... To defend her, over a look... Irrational...

I have never felt this, not even remotely... I had been single for so long that I was beginning to think that maybe love and lust really did hold different company... Something I have never thought...

I am going to refer back to one of the first sentences in this rant, that love can't be described... If it were possible, I would have found the words... I have searched through dictionaries (literally)... That could describe an emotion on the level that I feel... The only one I could find was love...

With all the love in my heart,
Forever and always,
The angel with your other wing,

Brandon

P.S... I hope this brightens your day a bit...

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