Without Ration

Its starts with that look,
that one of compassion.

We hold another tight,
an embrace without ration.

The gentle touch of your lips,
a warm kiss gone ablaze.

Together as one,
my heart in a daze.

Someone to Hold

In a world dark and lonely
I try to keep you tight

Darkness swirls over
But your compassion burns bright

The cold doubt creeps 'round
Warmth kept through your touch

Your head on my shoulder
To my body you clutch

Your chest rises and falls
And our fingers lace

The depth of your eyes
An everlasting embrace

A Circles End...

At a beginnings end
And at an ends beginning

Moments pass
Still unforgiving

Longer and longer
Before our gazes break

Don't take to long
Our hearts are at stake...

"The Game"

A serrated blade
Against my skin.
No amount of blood
Will forgive her sin.

Feelings flush from my body
My heart has gone cold.
She's in love
Or so your told.

Blood spatters the floor
The knife drops from my hand.
Death slowly fills
My one last strand.

Her hand lies upon
The one of her man.
You try to stop tears
But she's at it again.

The bath spins on your sides
Your life flashes quickly.
You reach for the sink
You lurch forward sickly.

The touch of her flesh
Or the sweet tender kiss.
Stolen by him
My heart lead amiss.

She glees with her game
She has finally won.
You walk with your tears
Glad its just done.

The blackness swells 'round
Your face hits the tile.
It's finally over
Her intentions so vile.

A Heart Worth Mending

Rip me up
Throw me out
You leave me here
Without a doubt

My heart strewn 'round
It comes close to its ending
You look right past...
Its not worth mending

When no ones around
My heart's full of trust...
You take your advantage
Turns out its just lust

I wait for the day
When all will know
I realize now
Its a dream that will go

My life will be better
Released from your spell
I hope I can make it...
Only time can tell.

An Eternal Dance

The minutes pass...
The hours wane...

Our restless feelings...
Rise again...

A brush of skin...
Or that flash of smile...

You feel it too...
It's all worthwhile...

The days go by...
The year ticks on...

Feelings in your eyes...
So clearly drawn...

For a second were alone...
Trapped in a lingering gaze...

Torn apart...
Our hearts still ablaze...

We keep our secret...
While we dance this dance...

And we keep on waiting...
To take that chance...

Beneath My Heart

Beneath my heart, there lies a soul
Torn and ripped, no longer whole

Long ago, there burned a fire with love
Thrown into darkness, with a violent shove


Beneath my heart, remains nothing more than a hole
Your torturous ways, finally taking their toll

The hole slowly fills, to my eternal relief
With anger, pain, fear, sorrow and grief


Beneath my heart, runs a bright white scar
My thoughts of you, cast so far

And you left me alone, to watch you depart
But don't worry, you left your mark, Beneath my heart

A single tear

A single tear rolls down my cheek
And enters a world, so dark and bleak

A single tear falls towards the ground
To leave its mark, without a sound

A single tear, from my eye it slips
A salty taste across her lips

A single tear could change the world
If only its stories could be unfurled...

One Last Breath

One last breath,
as I tear my eyes from yours

One last breath,
as I let my arms fall from your sides

One last breath,
as I say my goodnights

One last breath,
as I walk down those long porch stairs

One last breath,
holding it,
hoping you will take it from me...

One Wish

If I could have but one wish
I know what it would be.
To have your hand upon my heart
For all eternity.
For if your hand were lying there...
there upon my heart.
You would feel the way it slows
Whenever we're apart.

You would feel it beating faster
Every time you say my name.
You would feel the way it tightens
every time I feel your pain.

If your hand were there upon my heart...
You would feel each beat it skips
Once for each taste I'm given of my sweet baby's lips.
You would feel the breaking of my heart
Every time you feel dispair.
And you would know the way my heart grows
With every moment that we share.

If I could have but one wish
This is all that it would be.
For to feel your hand upon my heart
You'd be joined with me.

This poem was actually written by my mother. I have always loved it, and have actually commited most of it to memory. I wanted to post this becuase it is how I have been feeling latley, hopeful. I hope that I can speak out too someone through her words...

Stolen Moments

To hold your hand
Or feel you in my arms

To touch your skin
Or lay my hand upon your arm

For even though the moments stolen,
They burn with a passionate truth...
For even though the moments stolen,
You can feel it in our hearts...

To watch you smile
Or hear your laugh

To catch a whiff of a sweet perfume
Or brush past you on a busy street

For even though the moments stolen,
They burn with a passionate truth...
For even though the moments stolen,
You can feel it in our hearts....

To gaze in your eyes an eternity
Or feel your heart beating against mine

To hold you as day fades way
Or feel those last touching moments

One day the moments won't be stolen,
And our hearts burn out in open...
One day the moments won't be stolen,
And everyone will see it in our hearts...

Hope...

Every time that you smile
And every time that you luagh

It feels like I'm watching from afar
Though I can feel you sitting next to me

And try not to feel
Whats burning inside

But won't go away
And I just can't seem to hide

All the feelings that just won't die
All that passion that has me in its tight grip

And every time I feel I'm getting closer
You just pull away again

And I can't stand to hear you say his name
Just wishing it was mine instead